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Where the Body Rests

By Elmaz Abinader

Allah! Forgive our living and our dead, those of us who are present and those who are absent, our young and our old, our males and our females. O Allah! .... Allah is Great.

Our skin has turned to parchment
Our skin has turned to parchment
Our skin are the scrolls upon which
This history will be written

When your skin becomes phosphorous
Speckled, yellow and scorched
Each cell is a star, constellations
Flung upwards to create a new sky

When your skin is shredded
Pounded to dust, you are not dead
You are instead ground into the earth 
Fertile and ready to plant

When your body detaches leaving
Pieces of itself on the road
Eyes are tiny pebbles the fist
A pine cone, corpuscles of Indian paintbrush

The deaths of innocents are not buried
Or easily disposed of, no cloth can
Wrap us tightly, no coffin an impenetrable
Shell. We are not dust but
The mark is on the earth, the vapors
Are in the sky, the arteries of the heart
Are the rivers and streams, our hair waterfalls.
We are clouds and boulders, brush and willow.

Our skin has turned to parchment
Our skin has turned to parchment
Our skin are the scrolls upon which
This history will be written

Added: Thursday, April 30, 2015  /  Used with permission.
Elmaz Abinader
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Elmaz Abinader is an author and a performer. Her most recent poetry collection, This House, My Bones, was The Editor’s Selection for 2014 from Willow Books/Aquarius. Her books include a memoir: Children of the Roojme, A Family’s Journey from Lebanon, a book of poetry, In the Country of My Dreams... which won the Oakland PEN, Josephine Miles Award. Recently she was awarded a Trailblazer Award by RAWI (Radius of Arab Writers International)  Her plays include Ramadan Moon, 32 Mohammeds, and Country of Origin. She has been a frequent contributor to Al-Jazeera English. She has been anthologized widely including the New Anthology of American Poetry, and in The Colors of Nature. She has been a fellow at residencies in Marfa (Lannan) Macedonia, Brazil, Spain and Egypt and a Senior Fulbright Fellow. Her teaching includes Master Workshops for Hedgebrook In India as well as for VORTEXT. Elmaz is one of the co-founders of The Voices of Our Nations Arts Foundation (VONA/Voices) a writing workshop for writers-of-color. She teaches at Mills College, is a fitness instructor at the Oakland Y, and lives in Oakland with her husband Anthony Byers.  www.elmazabinader.com

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