Ailish Hopper is the author of the chapbook Bird in the Head (Center for Book Arts), and the book Dark~Sky Society (New Issues Press, 2014). Individual poems have appeared in APR, Harvard Review, Ploughshares, Poetry, Tidal Basin Review, and many other places. In addition to page poetry, she performed with the poetry band Heroes are Gang Leaders, and her essays have appeared in Boston Review, A Sense of Regard: Essays on Poetry and Race, and other places. She’s received support from MacDowell Colony, Maryland State Arts Council, and Yaddo. She lives in Baltimore.
Ways to Be White in a Poem
By Ailish HopperAdded: Thursday, February 26, 2015 / From" Dark~Sky Society," (New Issue Press, 2014). Used with permission.Tension makes
a form resoundand so the many lines I am told
not to crossDo not go out alone at night
Do not call attention to yourselfCloser to the color line
the more I am
White girlfool
It is a while before
the other girlscorrect me, gently. Good timbre needs
more air
Shout out!Muscles flex, quick-shift
I stomp, impiousimpervious, now
Do not dance suggestively
Hold a stranger’s eyesThat first day in the gym
I asked the rowCould I
thinking
about cheerselbows sharp, foregrounded
feet, cloud-
stepping
Never of
A cheeras the body
went up
As if I were. Were notBranch creaking
Rope tautAnd, maybe you, too---
whoever you are---reading thisflicker
Do not touch
Or eatTheir food
Do not drinkFrom the same cup